I felt upset these few days.
i know the reasons why i felt that way...
relationship?
no.
assignments?
no..
internship?
not really, no...i'm the lucky one who do not need to interview so many companies
just to grab an opportunity to work
for completing the stupid internship.
but maybe,
the internship thingy is one of the causes that making me unhappy.

We are human being.
The most clever creature in this world.
we are well known with our wisdom in managing, creating stuffs, and etc.
BUT,
we are lacking of wisdom in managing our own emotions.

We have many types of emotions,
everybody uses different way to express it out.
Sometimes it comes in bad, sometimes it is not.
when it comes with bad, it hurts...him/her self and the rest around him/her.
but, i know...
that is acceptable.
Because,
normally,
we are not good in managing our own emotions.
especially when you are panic or fucking worry about certain thing which is
goddamn utterly important
like
INTERNSHIP.
Everyone wants to get a good company,
so do i.
but very luckily,
my brother-in-law is a designer too,
and he is one of the co-founder of a design firm.
so, he had offered me a job for my internship.
THANK GOD.

Just because of him, i do not have to deal with the problems
which my fellow classmates are facing now.
HAHA.
To me,
that was so unexpected!
We used to study in the same class.
Every year,
every week,
every day,
every hour,
every minute,
every second
that we had spent with each other
are already not important at all
when it comes to the so called 'T junction' in our life.
Friendship and Internship
which one would you choose?
or
you choose both of them?
if i were you,
i choose to be greedy,
because i want both of them.

I know someone out there will 'shoot' me right to my face after reading this bull crap
with a simple sentence:
'duh, of coz lar~you no need to worry about it anymore,
we have to run for so many companies you know?'
HELL YES!!! I KNOW THAT!
but it does not mean that you should do something which is selfish.
I know you can do it in a better way.
and if you did,
you are lovely to everyone.
including to yourself.
But,
anyway,
that is still acceptable!
Am i right?
XD
but it was really bad if something like this happen to me.
i will cry to the death.
hahaha
just kidding.

PAWNED!
*teehee*